i've wanted to visit her more often but i couldnt bcause nobody is going to fetch me to sg buloh that far. and its like once u thought of sg buloh, u thought of traffic jam. LOL. FINALLY, i've finished SPM and finally me n qiao ye went to visit her yesterday afternoon. and how luckily, we have special guest that day, Tham Hui Ying. my old buddy. we used to be in the same dance class. but since she start studying in Taylors, she's getting very busy can she even stop learning ballet. but fortunately we're stil friends [of course] and im still so glad to see her.
we sat down and talked for almost 2 hours-which is not enough for us s we have LOTS more to talk about. haha. but its the chinese big day and my dear teacher have to go home and help out wit stuffs. we chat about lots of things and i've asked for my teacher's advise if i want to continue my future career s dancing. however, sadly, she said she's very glad that my mom is so supportive for my decision and im so passionate bout dancing, but its is cruel that m'sia dun have such potential to make our performing arts in dance s good s overseas. IF i really wanted to continue that i have to learn overseas. which cost alot of money [i cant afford]. few of my elder friends are taking TC Course[Teaching Certificate] now. and they said its very hard. they have to do alot of assignments. understand ALL of the syllabus of grade1 to 5. learn how to teach and learn from their examiners from diff country by emailing and talking on phone. it sounds to me --- VERY HARD. and the whole course costs around 30 - 40 thousand. 1st, u have to have at least a bit of experience of teaching children ballet. 2nd, mostly ppl encourage those who are already more mature to take it. its tough. im not sure im gonna take that course in the future but of course, HOPEFULLY.
so now hui ying + siau theng teacher's advise, i've decided to take a pre-u course and continue ma degree until i finish degree and hopefully find a suitable job. i think i'l go for mass comm bcause that's my 2nd choice after dance. BUT if anyone's wondering, MY DREAM IS NOT GOING TO DISSAPEAR JUST LIKE THAT. lol. i'l keep on work hard and train hard in my dancing skills not only in ballet, i wish that i could learn diff dances. and when i've got my job, when i've got my money, I CAN CONTINUE MY DREAMS. i duno whether this is the right path i should choose, nobody knows! we have to try it and learn from it. ppl pray for me? lol
so now im thinking of whch pre-u course i shud take[thinking of foundation in arts], which coll im going to study[UTAR, if its in PJ], and the price. well.. at least im still going for the ordinary way, BUT.. my dream is yet to come.. muahaha
if u think im over confident of wat i would do in the future, im sorry if u felt so.. but im just saying HOPEFULLY.. and of course.. i'l try my best.. again.. ALL FOR DANCING! ^.^ weeeeeeeeeee...
me and my dear SIAU THENG teacher in 2005's ballet concert
well as u can see.. so many others have tried to advise me not to take dancing so seriously, but i wouldnt care. sorry. but after my teacher explain to me, she made me change my mind. lol. how great she is. i'll find her again after NS ^.^ love her.
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