ma NOT-so-lovely life now...

for those who's wondering what m i busying nowadays.. frens.. im currently working, s sum ordinary sales assistant in mv. haha. luckily i'l only work til end of april. its not like working isnt fun u noe. mayb its bcuz i feel that job do nothing good to me, except the pay. i used to live a busy life wit full of activities which i love. n i enjoy ma busy life. but now, its busy plus tired but im not enjoying. i was forced to cut down my ballet classes bcuz of having this job. not including my popping classes yet.

well, my colleagues aren't that bad. at least we stil talk, like.. having fun.. nothing serious. i stil feel we ARE diff. mayb its bcuz i stil have plans going on lata afta i finish that job, but them.. they duno they'r going to stay there for how long, n so they'r enjoying it. lol. fine finish that. back to my life, its kinda meaningless now. >.< do u noe how suck i feel bout my daily life now? haha. i ain't that negative yet, but im just... not enjoying.. n i dun like that feeling. plus, i hv otha problems, that adds up my not-happy-ness

so nowadays, i often thought of my high skul life, my high skul frens, my ns life n my ns frens.. its not like i really LOVE high skul or ns, but at least its meaningful and it brought back lots of nice memories. or mayb.. i compared it to my life NOW. haha. dun worry, i think college life would b good. mayb not THAT good, but im sure it'l b better. heee. enuf for now. meeting Vivian later n having lunch wit her n otha juniors. that's sth im happy about. lots of gossips.. hahax =) btw, gina went malacca, currently studying in MMU. yesh, ma bestie.. our distance's far but our relationship is stil that close =P miss her lots thou we only met last week. haha. waiting for her to come back n i can have a long chat again.