moodless

kinda surprised to see there's still ppl drop by my dead blog. lol.
yes im busy >.<
wanted to post up recent updates and joyful photos few days ago bt failed bcuz b4 i finish half of the post... i SLEPT IN FRONT OF THE COMP =.= serious shit.

having the feel to blog in chinese now bt im not at home, couldnt do it.
anyway... whatever.

do i look like im thinking much this 2 days? i bet most of u didnt know.
not bcuz i purposely hide it from d outside. bt i dn even hv d time to show it.
LOL.
sounds exaggerated?

abit maybe. bt in fact its true. u might not believe it. like what the hell am i so busy with?
ahh its too much for me to list out. frens would've realised that.
yet i stil hv time to THINK.
u noe.. the kind of THINKING which makes ppl emo.
why im thinking unhappy things bt not showing out in the face? bcuz my mind's emo only when im free. free means..... walking alone to another place.. or driving alone back home..

H A I H

mayb my thinking is too simple or too positive for normal ppl. that's y sumtimes i think its not that serious bout it until i shud be emo. am i wrong? is that the wrong way of thinking? thinking positively is NOT the CORRECT WAY?

all of u think i AM blur most of the time.
when im NOT blur? u guys wont know.
do i know bout it? yes i do.
why am i nt reacting to it? depends.
im very straight forward and i WONT run away from reality... when its time to talk bout it i will..
or if u couldnt stand it anymore, just come forward to me, scold or ask or talk nicely, anything i will accept. thank you.

im not happy now. very.

just expressing... >.<