Friday, July 03, 2009

am i annoying?

seriously.. ppl who is reading this post can u please answer me honestly?
lol... thou i dn think how many might answer me sincerely la cuz ppl dn usually tel out straight. bt i really dun mind knowing.. thx thx.

y am i thinking like that?
not suddenly negative thinking comes la, its just recently i felt like that.
i used to think its a 'gift' to easily see thru how my close frens are feeling. like when they're not happy bt they want to pretend happy, i sure noe. n when i noe it i will really try my best n hope to cheer them up, bcuz it hurts to see my frens down =(

however,
recently i failed. failed few times.
dunno my feel wrong or my power just not working anymore cuz i myself wasn't too steady also >.<
like i can really feel them sad, n when i ask n persuade them to tell out, hoping i could think of ways to help them or cheer them up.. they will NON STOP SAYING they're alright alright n alright. even worse, with frustration @@

i dn mind them adding frustration, i guess i myself was too annoying.
today oni i suddenly realised that.
today onwards if u feel im annoying or u wan to stop me from asking u rubbish which will oni make u more miserable.. PLEASE.. just say out:'Elaine, u are annoying can u stop?'

yes, thanks. i appreciate that sincerely.
bcuz then oni i noe n i'l stop right away. no hard feelings i promise k. n i swear i ask eagerly just bcuz... I CARE ='(

anyways, feel like postin sum photos up..
so here are some random updates:-
BOTY 2009 @ 1U
kelvin & me

HannSen & me

Joe & me

Judge - Bboy Katsu

Judge - Bboy Bruce

the team we support!! -> ABSOLUTE CREW

bdays @ Wong Kok during those 2days
super cute buddy Angku

Leng lui Pei Yee


TT photoshoot for committee -> me


Kay's show @ Malacca

dingdong & me

Bra & me

Lemon & me


TT putrajaya trip
nice places i found:-
nice places huh? Putrajaya's a real nice place. i mean it -> NICE.
too bad its like a beautiful but DEAD town there. really DEAD i mean it also XD
n too many photos i've taken wit d semua TT humans so im gonna post it up nex time.
yea la very ugly n rude like this bt nvm la i like XP


Father's day @ The cave
Dad

Mom

My drink ^^ see d color also nice heh

Sista, Brotha n Dad bhind

Me inside The Cave

A nice Turkish Cafe and restaurant meant for couples located at SS2.
quite a nice place =)

that's all for now.

8 comments:

JoLenE said...

izzit me that u mention bout that??? sorry to let u feel that...i really din mean it...

those i wrote in da blog r others actually...is kinda long story to tel...

sorry again to let u feel that way...i know u tryin to share my feelings...but i scare my tears wil drop non stop if i talk bout that. thats y...

forgive me....

blue said...

ooiii....
apa sal ur blog got sad sad emo emo geh post ad de har?
dun take the virus from me la..
hahahahha...
my dear...who dare to say u r annoying,pls ask them jumpa saya XD
ppl that really know u wont say or think tat u r annoying lor..
maybe sometimes they also dunno how to share with u bcoz of the timing or wat la...but it doesn't mean tat u r annoying!!
dun think too much k..
just be yourself la =)

jolene ar,u must happy all the time ya =) if not,how i goin to 'copy' ur laugh wor...hahaha XD

D-Angel said...

thanks to both of u hahaha... really made me *SMILE* widely adi. heh ^^ mwah love u guys!

10人 said...

yo..tai lou..
now i can see ur girl girl side more often dy..wakkaka.

sometime may be its not the best time to share out the "bad" thing...wait for a while more ba..
they will share with u d...

ur very nice dy d...
dun think that ur annoying to anyone wo..

D-Angel said...

thank u thank u ^^ mwah!

m.u.n.y.e.e said...

yalar yalar linked u dy! hey, why suddenly ur post so emo wan? influenced by my blog ar? dun la!!! rmber ur sista still sayang alot k?! muaxxxx!!! i still love u!

february mun said...

sha po, sudden got emo post pulak!
not like u ler, where is the elaine that always have positive thinking?
where is the one who always ask bei er dun emo?

fast fast recover, this really not ELAINE's style ler~ =)

Anonymous said...

fast fast recover, this really not ELAINE's style ler~ =)

(lazy to type, so i just copy from mun ee comment)

mm song can come whack me pls =)