relief

after reading quite an amount of my friends' blogs.. i feel like expressing again XD

seems like i happened to be in another SEASON now.
many around me are having much problems, same goes to their blogs >.<
all dark dark one (dark color or dark feelings or both)

problems about FAMILY, FRIENDS, STUDIES, LOVE, and others need not mention. all of these are enough to be miserable of.

some i can help, some i cannot. but of course i HOPE i am helpful.
the most i could do n which i do best is only... giving comments, hoping to be useful to them. A smile on their faces makes me feel its ALL worth it no matter what.

honestly i dun simply give comments n act like i VERY UNDERSTAND their situations k.
i ain't simply scribbling just to act like i care or wat.
but seriously i think i've been thru that. mayb not as worse as ur situation, but sth similar.

okay u guys might think im a lucky girl who has a happy life with not much of problems to face so wat im saying is just plain bullshit.
i admit i feel very lucky to be who i am now. how i am now and my life is really kinda wonderful XD
but seriously, i HAD bad times. i HAD unlucky experiences. i HAD worst situations u guys cant imagine..
n yet i NEVER thought of giving up.
GIVING UP does not exist in my dictionary.
lol. at least till now.

i always tell my friends:
Challenges and problems should be existing in our lives
because without all these, our lives would b plain boring.
therefore we should actually feel LUCKY and HAPPY to have those instead of complaining everyday and being sad of it.

i know it sounds normal and u will definitely scold me:
'u are the one talking only of course talk like very easy la, if u're in my shoes i doubt that u will say the same thing lor...'

no need for u to doubt, because i WILL DEFINITELY say the same thing!
yes when i have problems i would be sad also, everyone have feelings, but seriously if u think like what i told just now, its just a challenge, when u overcome it u will get ALOT more! u sure CAN do it.. like me =P

everything comes in two way.
when NEGATIVE is there, POSITIVE exist too.
no one can be FOREVER lucky, or FOREVER UNLUCKY.

i am currently quite happy with my situation now.
it doesn't mean that this gud situation would last forever.
bt im sure i try my best to overcome it n face it with courage, instead of running away from reality.

i hate running away from reality.
because no one can FOREVER running away.
no matter how long u disappear,
SOME DAY u will need to face it n solve it also.
then y not facing it now n solve it den u will get HAPPY faster.
heh...

without all the challenges & problems,
we would not appreciate happiness!!
Lastly, i must say i feel really RELIEF!
thou im a free thinker, dont have any specific religion,
i always thank god for who i am now.
is that me myself who built how i am now? or is that all controlled by god?
whatever it is, i really feel satisfied and relief for what i have n who i am now =)


dunno wat to say sumore. i shud b doing my cyber law assignment adi.
not enuf of sleeping again XD