im feeling.... OLD

lol. wanted to blog out of a sudden...

no heart to study.... AT ALL... i mean it... NOT AT ALL...
n tue's paper.. gotta MEMORIZE ALOT.. serious ALOT >.<

i just cannot focus studying.
this morning's eng paper, [akmfH{CFJ "SPCJoiahnwoICL:........]

i dunno what to say...
i answered like its a small test wth...
n i serious feel like sleeping during the exam n i wasted so much time on it ended up not finishing everything n eventhou my formal letter was abit longer, its was purely EXTRAS... meaning.. not worth of marks. n my english writing is getting worse. sad case.

this sem's final is like... not serious to me. i mean.. im treating it not very serious omg.. got, statistic. others? bullshit... but anyway my attitude is always like that, when its over, just forget it.

n now my whole heart is about movies, shopping, cny, still movies, still shopping, still cny... wth...

internship...
blur case like shit. i dunno when we're gonna make it clear bout the details n stuffs.
hopefully... soon... lol...

this recent week, i stayed at home MORE THAN EVER... on average i spend like 80% of the time staying at home? of course not studying... watching movies watching dvds watching dramas...
mayb its been a long time since i had the time to stay at home to do all these.

tmr my boy's coming back from kb like... FINALLY...
damn who would dare to say i wont be happy? but my exam on tues how? >.<
i cannot imagine how bad would it be...

i seriously dunno how's my mood now, neither positive nor negative.
im seriously getting fat, bei er please ask me to swim more from now on.
eat less? wont work on me.
i heard ppl say girls who are in relationships tend to get fatter.
i seriously wanted to deny that fact man omg.
bcuz i WONT WANT to become one. LOL.
i'l try my best to work on it man.
pity my boy. bcuz this scenario happens so frequent:

me: darl PLEASE remind me NOT TO EAT SO MUCH when u tink its not necassary!! i really dun wanna be ugly.
boy: who said u're ugly? u dun need to do that bee cuz i dun mind at all.
me: CANNOT. bcuz i mind!! i dun care u must remind me k.
boy: okay we'll see how...

me: darl i wanna eat FRENCH FRIES OMG.. i know its midnight but i really wanna eat.how?
boy: no u said its fat ask me to stop u. so.. cannot eat...
me: no no no!! i cannot resist i seriously wanna get it!! any drive thru' nearby?
boy: lol. nah dun say i never stop u k. alright we'l eat together ^^

omg tragedy.
i just feel like talking. lol.