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Bali trip with family

happy moments:
of course spending time with ma family. happy like usual. feeling relief and thankful that we have a chance like this after disastrous period few years ago. love my mom and dad so so so so much for being so nice so caring so lovely and all in the world ^^ i believe i would never get anyone better than them for the rest of my life. spending so much and planning so long for this trip, finally we went =)

Bali is NICE. of course. water sports, VERY GOOD. wooh!!
i stil remember we played flying fish and mable duo (donut-shaped) its hard to explain how it is unless u've seen it urself XP experienced 2hours of body spa. enjoy 5 star hotel facilities! bedrooms are so spacious and the king size bed is so comfy!! seen LOTS of carvings and i dunno what they call but i think those decorations are all so nice and traditional.
but actually the cultural n background is not far away from Malaysia. cuz u stil speak Malay there and there are stil ALOT of Malays.
the big different is all Malays are belong to Hindu, NOT MUSLIM. therefore, they can eat PORK! hah. everywhere got pork actually. u can even see the big sign 'BABI GORENG" just at the roadside XD wahahah...

now my personally SUPER UNLUCKY moments:
i did not know i could be so unlucky >.< especially during this peak happy season cny+valentines+vacation!

1stly, i lost my handphone on the 2nd day of trip after enjoying the spa. OMGWTF!?!?!?!??!
yes again... i lost my beloved phone. thou its not like very expensive or very new, i still treasure my 595 very much ='( wat to do... can't blame can't cry, lost contacts lost msgs lost photos lost videos to my 1 year anniversary phone >.<

2ndly, i fall sick on the 3rd night. started vomiting after dinner in the van! once more after reach hotel room. another when my bro was playing comp. one more time when everyone has fall asleep! wake up in the morning forcing myself 2 go down for breakfast, when everyone else is enjoying excellent 5 star hotel breakfast, i can only swallow few spoons of cereals and 2 mouthful orange juice. then, i VOMIT AGAIN b4 seeing doctor.
god damn i even need to see doctor in BALI!! in kl i dun even go visit doctor half a year. but lol, for the 1st time i waited in hotel room and the doctor + nurse came in to check me. woohoo!! feels like im sum kinda rich barbie, sick also wait doctor come SEE ME! hahha.. shit! that costs my dad 200++ IM SO SORRY ='(

3rdly, rather small case compare to the 1st and 2nd. my Nivea body spray.. GONE! again >.< cuz it should appear in handcarry but i just didnt notice that was LIQUID too. actually its just a cheap thing not worth my anger bt it just pissed me off cuz that's the 2nd time i bought new n it just gone after AWHILE. wasting it again n again. the last time i bought this, i lost my bag, also haven use much yet...

anyways, back to cny n valentines? of course i haven celebrate a bit of it. there are so many movies to catch up. so many friends i wanted to meet up. so many things i wanted to be happy with. but sumhow... i just can't.... seeing my close friends splitting up around these days... i couldnt help myself not feeling the sorrow. i used to b persuasive and advisable, cheering and all. i lost it now. cuz i dont know how. so sad to noe their situation. yet no time to help. im like getting more n more transparent to them... i just... dont know how...

i always say i dun like ppl who run away from reality. i must admit sumtimes im just one of them. bcuz when i feel everyone in the world is ignoring me, couldnt accept me, i always run back to my forever best friend, Miss Lady Gina. we aren't that close anymore honestly. mayb even my colleagues noe more bout me than her, but funny... our heart just GOES TOGETHER like dunno how. hard to explain. like lesbian. if u can imagine. hahahhaa... XD