won battle

thou its late i shud b sleeping right now, i am so eager to POST this b4 sleep, bcuz it is so unbelievable and memorable i think i shud drop it down >.<>
i back from outside. reached NEAR my gates, as usual i just press the auto gates open WITHOUT noticing Chubby came outside her designated area. Therefore, once the gates automatically opened, she AUTOMATICALLY came OUTSIDE my gates. outside, YES.

The timing is so good bcuz d house opposite of us just finished tuition class and kids are standing around that area to wait for parents to fetch. there my dog came out and go SCARE THEM ONE BY ONE. lol.. like sum kinda monster.

in my mind at d moment? D-I-E D-I-E D-I-E...
i can't think of anything else.
die also need to catch her back.

d more i go near her, d more she runaway from me. therefore slowly she reached to half a long road far from my house. i dunno where comes d courage and luck i suddenly managed to grab her strap on neck, omg. 1st step of success! then it was harder >.< she struggles and i use all my strength to pull her back WITHOUT getting bites from her. again reminder, she's 45kg, AT LEAST. try imagine u pulling sumone n she's running away from u? might be d same. lol.

so i stop and pull and stop and pull, sweating like i finish running 5km. FEAR + STRENGTH. seriously, like struggling in a fight with THIEF! lol. (for an animal super phobia like me la...)
after like... 20 min finally she's back inside the gates. WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF..... thank god still... i felt like i fought and won already. lol.

still... my mood my fear just cant calm down so fast. it takes time.

now its so much better.
but i swear i will not forget this.
haih~
what a day...